A Capacity for Self Deception

It seems that everyone in my family has a profound capacity for self deception. They also have dangerous and excessive amounts of ego and false pride in their own abilities. They then proceed to channel their hostile emotions, inadequacies and short comes on. It is always a bid to pump themselves up and to tear you down. Which at times can be ridiculous to the point of stupidy. Where it will end I do not know. But I know I cannot live with it any longer

You can't make mistakes anymore

People are stupid and they have no fear of inflicting stupidity on others. Its a sad truth. Needless to say finding ways of elevating yourself above it is becoming increasingly diffficult. None the less we have to become better people and learn to stop making mistakes.

Enjoying Christmas in the Bay Area

Unfortunately for visa reasons I was not able to leave and go on formal vacation for Christmas this year as I had originally planned. Well there are certain perks of staying right where you are some times. This is exactly what I am doing right now. I have been to places and done things some of them not so interesting and others quite pleasant. I was aware of that as well.

Our Collective Challenge Revisited

I can say this from personal experience that myself and all of my family have to become better people than we are now. It is an obligation and a requirement that we cannot afford to miss. Simply put doing the right thing and saying the right thing is important for all of us. None the less I am intend to make this our collective challenge.

Book day Wednesday

Later this morning I will pick up some brand new books from book sellers here in Mountain View Ca. It has been good times here int he Bay Area thus far. To bad it is quickly coming to an end. None the less I am enjoying all aspects of life here. I was aware of that as well.

Fishing times

As of now I am in a story drought. There is no fiction in me right now and it really kind of sucks. But I have to live with it until the fiction comes back. None the less it has been a good time in the bay area

Planning to leave on Christmas vacation at long last

At long last I am leaving on my christmas vacation. It took some doing but I managed to do it. This has been a good time here in the Bay Area. None the less it is time to go elsewhere for now. I was aware of that as well.

The Alamo City continues to win

San Antonio won its eigth game in a row defeating the Memphis Grizzlies 113-106 in overtime on Saturday night 12/18/10. With that win we have a firm choke hold on the best record in the regular season. Our record is 23 wins and only 3 lossess. To tell you how good that record really is that it is better than the LA Lakers who are 20 and seven. Keep on chugging Alamo city you are the best.

I am not travelling this Christmas

It kind of sucks that I can't travel this Christmas. None the less I am determined to enjoy my time here in the Bay Area. This has been a good and productive time none the less.

Finally

After six months of waiting my new India visa has finally arrived. It is to bad that I only got a one year visa. This is the sad reality of acquiring a visa in todays's world. None the less I am happy that I got it.

Moving forward now

Right now I am moving forward at a given pace. My life has some unusual bumbs but I am putting myself back together slowly. None the less I am taking advantage of the format here and now. I was aware of that as well.

Stuck in the Bay Area

Right now I cannot leave or do anything for the Christmas holidays. It really kind of sucks but due to my visa situation this is in fact the case. None the less I am going to try to enjoy my time here. I was aware of that as well.

The truth can heal us all

Speaking the truth especially to the right parties can have a therapeutic power for all involved. Sometimes we don't like the truth especially when we come off in a negative light. None the less it has to be said even if it causes us pain. Through the truth we can all heal.

Getting my new visa today hopefully

Hopefully after a five and half month wait I get my new India visa today. It has been a long hard slog but we are finally seeing light at the end of a dark tunnel. None the less a lot has to transpire between now and then. I was aware of that as well.

The worst mistakes are avoidable ones

I am of the distinct opinion that the worse mistakes in the world are the ones that you could have avoided and done without. It is one thing if the mistake is inevitable. It is quite another if it could have been avoided all together. The people around me constantly make mistakes they could otherwise do without. It is quite tragic to say the least. I was aware of that as well.

Having a cold sucks

Right now I have a rather vicious cold and it really sucks. None the less reI am trying to enjoy my remaining three days here in the Bay Area. Still it has gone by all to fast. I was aware of that as well.

Faults are not fine

Everyone in my family has the nerve to act is if they are perfect. The truth is that none of them is perfect far from it. That being said however it is intensely aggrevating to me when they put on heirs that they have no entitlement to do. Its really quite pointless and meanspirited and will not serve you well in the long run.

One last trip to the city

Today I go to sort out the mess involving my visa. It has been a hard and long road to say the least. However we are seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. My visa should be granted soon and when it is I will be happy. I was aware of that as well.

The Closing days of Cali

Time slowly winds down on the Bay Area. It has been a good five months however there are some more things that I will need to get done before I leave. At the correct moment I will have to act. I was aware of that as well.

A trip to the city

In a short while I will be heading to San Francsico California for amongst other things getting my new India visa. It has been a long hard road but there is starting to be light at the end of the tunnel. I was aware of that as well.

Best in the West

The Alamo City is best in the west right now. At the current moment we are rolling teams left and right and we are number one. It is a collective team effort from start to finish. I was aware of that as well.

Working to create a better tomorrow

Right now I am working to create a better tomorrow. The nature of the situation is improving from most points of view. As they say in English it feels good to do good. None the less I am still in a difficult spot to be sure. I was aware of that as well.

Off to Mountain View today

In a crack couple of hours I will be going to Mountain View California via the bus. It has been a pretty hectic and crazy couple of days for me however I intend to use the weekend to its fullest. I was aware of that as well.

My next move is

In between Christmas and going back to San Francisco I have a host of other things I would like to get done when I am here. None the less it has been a good and productive time for most points of view. I am making the most of the given situation to say the least.

Enjoying life in Southern Nevada

Right now I am on Maryland parkway in Las Vegas Nevada where I will be all of today and most of tomorrow. There are a lot of things that I want to do while I am here. Amongst other things see some people, most of them old friends from my univesity days here in the city. Things are slowly getting better for me. I was aware of that as well.

On the Road to Vegas

Later today I will be heading out to Las Vegas Nevada for an end of the year road trip. It looks like good times and I hope that things will be productive for me when I get there. None the less I know what I have to do. I was aware of that as well.